Monday, November 17, 2008,12:26 am
Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.
Isn't it funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says.
Isn't it funny how everyone wants to go to heaven provided they do not have to believe, think, say, or do anything the Bible says. Or is it scary?
Isn't it funny how someone can say ' I believe in God ' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God ).
Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and! they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord , people think twice about sharing .
Isn't it funny how the lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene pass freely through cyberspace, but the public discussion of Jesus is suppressed in the school and workplace.
Isn't it funny how someone can be so fired up for Christ on Sunday, but be an invisible Christian the rest of the week.
just something to think about(: ahaha.
which i think is just so true.
ohmytian , there's so much i want to blog about, seriously.
but , im having the mega most irritating headache ever [ literally ]
so much thinking to do about where to go , what choice to make.
actually , i was quite satisfied going with the agreement i made with dad.
which was .
to study maths the next two months.
if i could cope , i'd stay in jc
if i couldnt, then we'd decide.
i was really okay with that,
but then valerie told me about her and daryl's plans for PGSM .
and my thoughts went spiralling down again.
ohmytian , i started to panic.
i seriously, seriously, honestly, sincerely, am at a crossroads.
i've been praying about this for so long,
but the arrows just go haywire and point everywhere!
i really admire those with conviction,
with stand , who know what they want and the route they want to go down.
or at least have to guts to take risks.
i, admittedly.
am always rooted with the fears of regret.
you know , i think strongholds are specific too!
):
i want to choose the path that not only helps me achieve academically.
but also, to fulfil God's plan.
the route that will open more doors , more opportunities to do His will.
that to me , is more important than excelling academically.
but , i dont know which path):
anyway, strike it! weekend's over):
not only were the games awesome.
but the sermon was amazing as well.
i really feel like i've been ministered through this weekend
i feel Pastor truly touched on what it means to be a Christian,
salvation, repentance, forgiveness and maturity/IMmaturity.
what it means to take responsibility.
as well as the role of a man and a woman.
i now look at the story of Adam & Eve in a totally different light!
i remember i used to ask my dad.
"just because of Adam, the whole world has to be condemned forever ?!?!?!"
"we could have been sinless humans!"
"if God knew Adam would sin, why did He make us sinless in the beginning, give us false hope"
i now know all these things are totally wrong.
hahaha.
the fact Adam didnt take responsibily, blamed Eve and even God.
showed he wasnt sinless to begin with.
& we're not condemned anymore,
because Jesus Christ justified the mistake Adam made.
okay , thats alot of wordy things.
maybe you should wait for Nic's blog.
if he chooses to type the whole sermon out.
hahaha
well , for me.
i've learnt that more than ever.
we have to take responsibility for our own mistakes.
take ownership for our decisions aand cirumstances.
its never anyone else's fault, i mean. it could be.
but it takes two hands to clap.
we said yes when we could have said no.
God isnt upset with our sinning,
because sin in itself has a solution.
but, He's upset that we dont take responsibility for it ):
and when it came to my schooling and stuff.
i never truly made the decision i wanted.
i always chose the decision that , if failed.
could warrant me right to say "they made me do it"
and now , i realise that i need to step up and decide for myself.
and i really dont know where to go.
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